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Wow rejection really fucking sucks.


Josh Dun looking hot as fuck tbh.

hello sir you are attractive 

Josh Dun looking hot as fuck tbh.

hello sir you are attractive 

I’m standing in front of you
I’m standing in front of you
I’m trying to be so cool
Everything together trying to be so cool

While you’re doing fine, there’s some people and I
Who have a really tough time getting through this life
So excuse us while we sing to the sky.

We’re broken;
We’re broken people.

I am everyone from my past.

I am the deep conversation held
on a reminiscent night,
while you speak about your decision to settle with apathetic love,
and your thoughts can’t help but wonder
what it would be like to wake up in my bed.

I am the drunk text you send
on a Saturday night,
while the intoxication slowly numbs your body over,
and your thoughts cry for a desperate attempt
to fill that hole in your heart you disguise so well.  

I am your ten-minute cigarette break
on a night that you are at work,
while you’re inhaling ash and exhaling memories of me,
and your thoughts scamper at any sign 
of feeling any sort of emotion at all.

I am the condescending string of words you threw at me,
on every night we were together,
while the back of your hand met my cheek for the fourth time,
and your thoughts searched for sanity in my silence
as you planted the blame in me, and not within yourself.

I am the phone call that broke your heart,
that one October night,
while the distance inevitably made our love arbitrary,
and your thoughts filled with regret and vengeance 
as ice ran through your veins and turned your heart to stone. 

I am the sad songs and cigarettes that consume me
on a rainy night at 2 a.m.,
while the soft patter of rain hits my bedroom ceiling,
and my thoughts drift everywhere and nowhere
all at the same time.

brookeisbangin:

Skeleton// The Front Bottoms

brookeisbangin:

Skeleton// The Front Bottoms

“I guess I’m just another thing you left behind.”

The Front Bottoms (via chicodelespacio)

I wanna contribute to the chaos.
I don’t wanna watch and then complain,
'Cause I am through finding blame
That is the decision that I have made.

She hopes I’m cursed forever to 
Sleep on a twin-sized mattress 
In somebody’s attic or basement my whole life,
Never graduating up in size to add another
And my nightmares will have nightmares every night
Oh, every night. Every night.

“I don’t want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”

Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation (via larmoyante)

“Damaged people damage people.”

(via insanity-and-vanity)

“Stay away from people who make you feel like you are hard to love.”

(via saintclarity)